- Emma, we have a connection.
I don't think you have that with Devon.
[Devon]: Is that room service?
- Chopper, this is my fiance, Devon.
- The oncologist office in Winnipeg called.
They said you missed your appointment?
- I've been trying to make this pie my whole life.
It's never gonna taste like how my mom made it.
- You're Jolene's son. You look just like her.
- Sorry, I guess I have a familiar face.
My dad was Jamaican. My mom was from Deep Lake.
That's all I know about my birth parents.
- Look, I think it's best if we just
keep things professional between us.
[chainsaw whirring]
[tree cracking]
- Get out of the way! Move, move, move!
[indistinct shouting]
Everybody okay?
[girl]: Help! I need help! My brother needs a doctor!
- We don't know who she is or where she came from.
The only thing she'll tell us is that her brother needs a doctor.
- Hi, I'm Crystal. This is Hayley.
We're here to help.
Can you tell me your name?
- Ava.
- Do you like hot chocolate, Ava?
I keep an emergency stash in my flight bag.
And I see a kettle over there.
[distant chainsaw whirring]
- We heard you're worried about your brother. Is he sick?
Is your mom or dad with him? - My mom's out hunting.
I just want Dustin to be okay.
- Is Dustin your brother?
- He's at home. - Do you know your address?
- We don't have one.
[tense music]
- Do you two live alone?
- Yeah, ever since my dad died.
[boy coughing]
- Hi, Dustin. We're here to help.
Can you tell me where it hurts?
- My leg. I cut it a couple days ago.
- He's been vomiting, I'll start an IV for dehydration.
- Please, it hurts so much.
- HR's high.
This is too small to cause so much pain.
[shouting]
He's got crepitus. Gas bubbles under the skin.
It indicates necrotizing fasciitis.
- We need to get him to a hospital.
- Hey! Hey, who the hell are you?! Get away from my son!
- We're nurses, we're here to help.
- How did you get here?
- I'm sorry, Mom.
- Ava did the right thing. Dustin is very sick.
- Oh, it's okay, honey.
I know you were scared, but I'm home now.
You can go. I'll take it from here.
- No, I don't think you understand, he needs a hospital.
- He'll be just fine with me.
- Can't you see how sick he is?
This isn't a normal infection. This is flesh-eating disease.
- I-I can take care of him here.
- No, you can't.
Do you know what the mortality rate is for this?
It's almost 50 %. So best case scenario,
we get him to a hospital and he only loses his leg.
[tense music]
- Mom?
- Tapwe Na?
You need antibiotics and surgery.
But if you're over 16,
you don't need her permission to come with us.
- No, no, Dustin, don't.
- It's your call, Dustin.
- I'll... I'll go with you.
- Okay, Dustin, let's go. - Wait. I-I'm coming too.
- Okay.
Are you okay?
[breathing heavily]
- My husband, Danny. He...
A hospital down south gave him antibiotics for pneumonia,
but his throat closed, and he...
- He had an anaphylactic reaction?
- No one would tell me anything.
When it was happening, no one would answer my questions.
- I'm sorry. That shouldn't have happened.
Listen, I duty out after this call.
I was going to stay for a bit,
maybe catch up on some paperwork.
If you want the company...
[soft music]
- Is it almost time for another hot chocolate?
- It was like this when my dad was sick.
- Do you know why I keep this in my bag?
It's because my mom always said that
there's nothing that it can't fix.
She was a nurse too.
Just because something bad has happened before,
doesn't mean it's gonna happen again, okay?
- Marie?
The surgeons managed to debride a lot of dead tissue.
Dustin will need a prolonged course of antibiotics,
but it's looking good.
- His leg?
- He's going to need a lot of rehab,
but we got him in time.
[gasps]
You can go see him in Recovery.
- Thank you.
[laughing]
- You dutied out, huh?
- She had a bad experience.
She's skittish about hospitals, so I thought it would help.
- You know, there's a real gooey centre under that hard shell,
Crystal Highway.
And you just helped me knock "Doomsday Prepper" off my Patient Bingo.
[laughing]
Take you for a crummy midnight snack
at the cafeteria to celebrate?
- Sure.
[sighs]
- What do you call a snack this far after midnight?
- Breakfast at your place.
- Yes, ma'am.
[bird cooing]
- Ah, dibs on the shower.
- What smells amazing?!
- Reach again, you lose the hand.
- C'mon man, just one before I go on duty?
- Are those raspberry pancakes? Those are your favourite.
- Really? It's Thompson, so the raspberries are frozen.
[whispering]: Did you know?
- Hey, if he's happy, I'm happy.
But if anyone were to make him unhappy,
they'd answer to "Ronda" and "Rousey".
- Okay, message received.
Hey! Don't think I didn't see that, flyboy!
[grunting]
- I'm sorry. - It's cool.
Oh, you work out!
- Nichelle?
- Lexi! Surprise!
[chuckling] I'm on a reading week.
- Not that I'm not excited to see you,
and I want to hear all about school,
and this fabulousness,
but I was up all night, and I'm pretty sure there's barf on my flight suit, so...
- Go, it's cool. I can make myself comfortable.
I'm Lexi's sister, Nichelle.
- Hi, um, I'm sorry. I'm Chopper.
Nice to meet you, Nichelle. - You too, biceps.
- Okay, not that comfortable, Nichelle. Bye, Chopper!
- Bye.
[door opening]
- Leaving the gym, Mads. Be home in five.
- We're gonna have to soak the hides
after you get everything set up.
Make sure that jug is full of water, eh?
Hey. Bodie, right? I knew your mom, Jolene.
Hey, we're making a drum. You wanna join?
[indistinct chattering]
[door opening]
[chuckling]
- Babe! Can you believe all this great stuff my mom got us?
- Oh, it's just a couple of essentials for the little tadpole.
- Wow. Thanks, Mrs. Van Camp. That's so... generous.
- Austen, you're about to be family. You call me Missy.
- I was just telling Mom my fun idea.
The next ultrasound is the big one, we find out the baby's sex!
- Mm-hmm. - So, we'll get the results in an envelope,
and a baker will make reveal cupcakes!
I'll bring them to the hangar,
and you can find out with all your friends.
- Now, sweet heart, I have one more surprise for you here.
[gasps]
Austen, this is the blanket that I was brought home in
and that Maddy was brought home in.
And now your baby will be too.
- Thanks, Mom.
- Are there any African or Cree traditions?
You just have so much culture to share with your baby.
- Uh, right. I have to think about that.
I have a schedevac, so, I... I gotta go.
- I'll make you some tea.
- Babe, wait.
I told her you were adopted, she must have forgot.
[sighs]
Uh, maybe your adopted parents have some traditions?
- Yeah, I don't know.
- You still haven't said if they're gonna be here for the birth, or...
- Yeah, I'll, um... I'll ask them.
[soft music]
[door opening]
[technician over speaker]: Glad you finally made it in
for the pre-screening, Hayley.
[Hayley]: Yeah, I've been working a lot.
[soft music]
[whirring]
[breathing deeply]
- You're doing great, I just need you to hold still.
- Right, yeah, I'm sorry.
Sorry if, um...
I've been around...
I've been around MRIs before, I've just never been in one.
- A few more minutes, I'll come in and inject the gadolinium.
That's the dye, so your oncologist can see better.
[breathing deeply]
- Stop! I need to stop.
[machine beeping]
I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I can't.
[door opening]
- Hey, Hayley.
This is what you were doing in Winnipeg?
- Uh-huh, yeah. I, uh... [chuckling]
I always wanted a fancy coffee maker,
and flight nurses make bank,
so I figured why wait, you know? Why not live it up now?
I-I know you drink tea,
but do you want a fancy cappuccino?
- Are you... good?
- Yeah, I'm great.
- Show it off if you got it, girl.
If you like the green dress, wear it.
It's your engagement party.
- Whose engagement party?
- Um, this is Sharon, a 45-year-old woman
with Rheumatoid Arthritis.
- Crystal knows this stuff already.
But this one's missing a pulse.
She's afraid to wear what she wants to her own engagement party.
- Engagement party?
- Yeah. Me and Devon are doing a joint event.
I fly home tomorrow.
- Whoa, whoa, instead of a bachelorette party?
Emma, you only live once.
You can't miss out on this stuff.
[speaking Nêhiyawwin]
- Can you get the IV swapped over?
- Yeah.
- You haven't told him?
About Chopper? About you and Chopper?
- I'm waiting for the right time.
- And you think your engagement party is the right time?
- I love Devon, okay?
We're meant to be together. We're soulmates.
- Emma, we just had a great idea.
I'm hosting you a bachelorette party in Thompson, tonight!
- I don't think that's a great idea.
- I... love it.
- Yay!
[Crystal]: We need to keep this low-key.
- No, low-key is the problem.
We're young, we have to start having a lot more fun
while we can. Even you, Crystal.
Hey, would you rather have a fun bachelorette party
or a low-key one? - Fun.
We went to the planetarium for mine.
It was great, but...
I mean, when else do you get to go all-out?
- Who's having a bachelor party?
- Emma. I'm throwing her one tonight.
- I should start the pre-flights.
[door opening and closing]
- Hey!
- Why are you looking at flights to New Orleans?
Don't classes start soon?
- Lex, I'm taking the rest of the year off.
- But it's your last year of poli-sci.
I thought it was your dream to apply to law school.
- Being a lawyer isn't for me.
- How do you know that? - Because the thought of
spending two more years in school plus articling,
it makes me want to throw up!
Look, I'm just gonna take some time off.
You know, do some travelling, and figure out
what I really want to do.
- What did Mom and Dad say?
Oh! You're here because you want me to tell them.
- Well, you're the responsible one.
- Are you kidding me, Shell?
- If you say it's the right thing to do,
they're gonna believe you. - I don't think it's the right thing to do!
You finally started getting back on track. You want to throw that away?
- It's not that big of a big deal, Lex.
[door opening]
- You made a hashtag?
- Yeah.
- Ooh! A bachelorette?
[chuckling] - Yeah.
- Okay, who's getting married?
- One of the other nurses. - Okay.
- If you guys aren't doing anything tonight, you should totally come.
- Uh, that's cool. We were just gonna have a quiet night in.
- We'd love to!
[indistinct chattering]
What do you think?
- Wow, it's very...
Emma and Devon forever.
Right, I, uh, I think I left my pager in there.
- Okay, do we think regular straws or penis straws?
- Hey! Hey, you!
[suspenseful music] Hey! Stop!
[laughing] - Suck it, corporate pig!
Whoa!
You know how hard it is to be a street artist in Windy Lake?
- Not a lot of streets.
- You know, we have picked you up three times in the last six months.
What, do you have some kind of death wish or something?
- I'm an artist. I need to paint.
How long until I can hold a can again?
- You're flying to Winnipeg for orthopedic surgery.
Gonna be a while. - I picked you up
when you broke three ribs falling off the perimeter bridge,
and then again when you got attacked by that security dog.
When are you going to learn?
This hobby of yours doesn't love you back, dude. Move on.
- That's harsh, bro.
- Yeah. Chopper's not so chipper today.
Have you considered canvas?
- It's Emma's bachelorette tonight.
They're all at the crew house.
- Madison's at her mom's tonight.
You wanna come over, play some Call of Duty? Some bro time?
- No, it's just, I need to get over this.
- The best way to get over someone is to get under someone.
[upbeat party music]
- The bride has arrived!
[excited squealing]
- I'm gonna go get a mop ready.
[all]: Cheers!
[laughing]
- Ooh!
[grunting]
- Okay! Is everyone ready to play...
the fiance quiz?!
- Woo!
- Okay, I had Devon prerecord some answers,
and for every answer you get wrong, you have to drink, okay?
- Okay! - Question number one,
where did you meet?
- 11th grade bio.
He had Robert Pattinson hair and wanted to be a doctor.
- Grade 11 bio. She liked my hair.
- Hey, yes! - Yes!
Okay, what is Devon's favourite movie?
- Wall-E. - Wall-E!
- Aww! - Pizza order?
- A slice of meat lovers... - And a Sprite.
- Celebrity crush. - Uh, Ariana Grande.
- Yes! Okay, Devon's turn.
Dear Emma, who is your favourite musical artist?
- Mmm, The Paper Machetes. - Mm-hmm.
- I'm obsessed.
- Oh, The Weeknd!
And guess who has tickets to see him when you get home?
- Um, I only started listening to The Machetes
when I came up here. Devon wouldn't know that.
[Hayley]: Favourite movie?
- La La Land. - Crazy, Stupid, Love.
- Oh...
Favourite colour?
- Pink. - Green.
- Favourite meal. - Oh, mushroom risotto.
- Sports team? - The Blue Jays.
- What? - Mm-mm!
- Biggest fear. - Snakes.
- Okay, um... more shots. More shots? Yeah, more shots!
- Yeah, yeah, yeah! - More shots.
- Emma, come on. What are you doing here?
- Please, Crys. I just need not to think tonight, okay?
- Okay. If you're gonna get wrecked, do it right.
Come on!
- Here we go, here we go!
[all]: Cheers!
- Yeah! - Woo!
- Yeah, let's get it in!
- We were at a bar once and she lost her wallet.
So she talks to the manager and says she's gonna dance off her tab.
So she gets on the bar, Coyote Uglys it...
[laughing] Meow!
...and ends up making $200.
- I was wearing clothes. And this was years ago.
[laughing]
[indistinct chattering]
- It's my song, let's go!
- Woo! Oh!
Oh, excuse me.
[women cheering]
- Why would you tell them that?
I have to work with these women.
[excited squealing] - Does it look like they care?
- These women aren't trying to make captain, Nichelle.
I am. Do you know what it takes to go captain?
A perfect reputation.
I have to get all the pilots and all of these nurses
that talk to them to say I'm a solid bet.
All it takes, especially for a woman of colour, is...
is one bad rumour, okay?
One bad night out and I'm over.
You may not think it's a big deal to drop out
and screw up your dreams,
but I'm not going to screw up mine.
[upbeat music playing]
[women laughing]
[phone ringing]
- Austen, what a nice surprise!
- Hey, yeah, I wanted to tell you something.
[sighs] Madison and I are having a baby.
Did the screen freeze, or...?
- No, we heard you.
- Is this, uh...
a done deal? - Jesus, Dad.
- You have your whole life ahead of you.
A baby's a lot of responsibility.
- I-I know. But this is my child and I'm not...
I'm not walking away from it.
- What about Madison?
- We got a place together.
- Are you going to marry her?
[soft music]
Austen, committing to this child
also means committing to her, for better or worse.
- Well, you're home early. [chuckling nervously]
- Uh, bachelorettes aren't really my scene.
I'll bet your evening was way more exciting.
[chuckling] - Nah.
We did do a prisoner transport, though.
- Wow. For real?
- He'll probably be charged with trespassing.
And, uh, vandalism.
You know what? I...
I don't want to say that I'm the hero, but uh...
His street art was pretty terrible.
[laughing]
- So what are your plans for the rest of the evening, hero?
You flying solo?
- Oh, we always fly two crew on mede... vac.
Oh...
[laughing]
I don't do this much. The one-time thing.
- It's not a prerequisite.
- Awesome. Awesome, 'cause I am down with a no-strings night if you are.
- Yep.
- Great. That's great. Great that things are clear.
'Cause the last time I hooked up, things weren't so clear
and it got messy,
and you know, she was in a thing,
and maybe there were expectations that I didn't know that I was...
- Do you want to talk about it?
- Uh, nope.
The thing is, she kissed me first.
- Okay.
[laughing]
- Shh! You'll wake people up.
- You're not as stealthy as you think.
And you should definitely drink some water.
Maybe eat something before you go to sleep.
- Oh, my God, I'm so hungry. Guys, we should make food.
[laughing]
Pancakes! - No, no, no! Eggs!
- No, eggs and pancakes!
- This is a "you" problem now.
[Hayley]: Ooh, pancake mix.
[laughing] Spatula!
- Hey, is everything okay out here?
- I have to barf.
- Seriously? You slept with my coworker?
- No, nothing happened.
- After I asked you not to, after everything that I said?
- Lexi, we were just talking.
- Oh, wow. So you're gonna believe him but not me.
You know what? I'm gonna go to a hotel
since you're so embarrassed to have me here.
- I'm sorry, it's just...
- What? I'm the screw-up? Is that what you were gonna say?
Well, sorry to disappoint you, Lexi, but we can't all be you!
- What does that mean? [scoffs]
- The overachiever.
The one following in Dad's footsteps.
The pilot our parents are so proud of.
[scoffs] - Oh, you've got to be joking!
[gasping]
Nichelle?
[tense music]
Nichelle!
- No pulse, apnic.
- She has a congenital heart condition.
- Starting CPR. - She had an ICD put in five years ago,
something must be wrong.
- Yeah, we need an ambulance at 102 Pine Street.
- Starting oxygen. - Placing pads.
[computerized voice]: Analyzing now. Shock advised.
- Alright, everybody clear.
[defibrillator whirring]
[beeping]
[Lexi]: What's happening, is she okay?
[Tristan]: No pulse.
[computerized voice]: Analyzing now. Shock advised.
[defibrillator whirring] - Clear!
[beeping]
- Looks like a lead failure.
The EP lab will confirm her ICD malfunctioned,
but she's gonna need to go to Winnipeg for emergency surgery
to get it replaced.
- Bodie, Chopper, and Tristan are here,
standing by to fly her to YWG.
- They came down? - We take care of our own, Lexi.
[medical machines beeping]
- I need to call Winnipeg first to make sure
there's a cardiologist available to receive her.
[indistinct chattering]
- Hey, Trev.
What are her chances?
- She needs a replacement device, fast.
My buddy is the best cardiologist in Winnipeg.
He's on vacation at his cottage, but I'll see what I can do.
- You'd do that?
- Crys...
You're always taking care of everyone else.
Why are you so surprised when someone tries to take care of you?
[distant phone ringing]
- How you holding up?
- She hasn't been sick in such a long time.
I forgot she could be so fragile.
- She'll be okay, Lex.
- I used to get so annoyed at her.
When we were kids, whenever she got sick,
my parents would ship me off to cadets
so they wouldn't have to deal with me at the hospital.
- You were there more than I was. And I was there a lot.
- She got her whole childhood with our parents.
The only quality time I ever got was flying with my dad.
And now she's jealous because our parents are proud of me?
- You are lucky, Lex.
You had a big dream, and your parents supported it.
- Yours still giving you a hard time?
[scoffs]
- I still get letters from my dziadek
telling me I'm shaming the family.
- I'll be proud of you for them, then.
[footsteps approaching]
- Trevor got his buddy out of bed.
He's driving back to the city now, he'll meet you in Winnipeg.
[phone beeping]
[gate opening]
[birds chirping]
- Is Nichelle okay?
- She's having her ICD replaced. Lexi's with her.
- Alright. I'm on the clock in 30 minutes.
I gotta get some coffee in me.
- Kill me. Kill me now.
[door opening and closing]
- You, my dear, need to rehydrate.
[birds chirping]
You should probably eat something, too.
- Ugh, my stomach muscles still hurt from last night's yak fest.
- Aspirin. - Thank you.
- Green tea. - Thanks.
- I know you had doubts, Crys, but she's pretty awesome.
[door opening] - Shh. Don't tell her that.
[door closing]
Doesn't hurt to keep her working for it.
Are we gonna talk about how you have the hots for Chopper?
Or that you really don't want to marry Devon?
- I do.
About Devon, I mean.
[soft music]
We've been together since we were in high school.
That has to mean something, doesn't it?
- I don't know. If I'd married my high school sweetheart,
it'd be a disaster.
- We had a plan.
He was going to be a doctor, I was going to be a nurse.
We were going to have two kids in Toronto.
[sighs] There was a plan.
- It's okay to grow up, Em.
To grow out of things. And people.
- Like an angel. You'd weep.
Best singing voice you ever heard.
Everyone in Windy Lake assumed he'd go pro,
but he wanted to stay here and look after the family business.
- Well, you must be the angel.
- Not yet, I hope. I got three kids under five.
- This is Carl, he's a 45-year-old man with pharyngeal cancer.
He had surgery three weeks ago to remove a cancerous tumour.
And recovery was progressing as normal,
until he started experiencing a persistent pain
on the side of his throat.
So I'm sending him to an ENT to get it looked at.
- Well, we will get you sorted out and back to those kids in no time.
- Don't rush too fast.
[chuckling]
It aches something terrible.
[Hayley]: Around your sutures?
We're halfway to Thompson. Let me take a look.
[machines beeping rapidly]
[grunting]
[breathing heavily]
Get on the radio with Thompson and tell them
there's a 45-year-old patient with a carotid bleed,
he needs emergency blood immediately and surgery.
[tense music]
- Winnipeg Centre, this is SkyMed 911 Medevac requesting priority.
- It's going to be okay, Carl. Stay with me, alright?
Hey, I need another set of hands here.
- I'm going back. You have control.
- I have control.
- Stay with me. You're gonna be okay.
- What do you need?
- Listen to me.
I can't take pressure off his carotid or he'll bleed out in seconds.
But if I apply too much pressure, he could have a stroke.
- How long can you keep that up?
- He's lost a lot of blood. I need you...
I need you to keep his fluids up.
- Me? I'm not a nurse.
- Just do exactly what I say, okay?
Stay with me, Carl. You're okay, we got you. Okay, put gloves on.
You see that bag of saline on the pump?
We need to get it in him. Okay, let me know when you're ready.
Okay, take the bag off of the pump. I'm gonna put a pressure bag on it.
It's in that drawer, looks sort of like a BP cuff.
[Hayley breathing heavily]
- This?
- Okay, once it's on, make sure the line's unclamped,
and start pumping, okay?
Stay with me. You're okay. Okay, look at me, you're okay.
- Okay, I got it.
Done. What's next?
- Just keep refilling. There's extra bags in my bag.
And we can clean the blood off the patient.
[Hayley breathing heavily]
[Carl groaning]
You're gonna be okay. I've got you. I've got you.
[breathing heavily]
[tense music]
[sirens wailing]
♪ You pinch your cheek
♪ Bring back the colour
♪ Some winters
♪ Can make a world of difference ♪
♪ But you belong here
♪ Wed to a time zone
♪ Of drafty hearts
♪ Of stoic arts and crafts
♪ You try to be brave
[voices echoing]: I've got him.
- Are you ready?
♪ Leave the lights on sometimes all night ♪
♪ And carry on regardless
♪ So you won't get swallowed up by the darkness ♪
♪ Try to be brave
♪ Don't give the game away
♪ You're a strong one, just carry on ♪
♪ And no one needs to notice
♪ That there's only silence holding this ♪
[crying]
- Shit, sorry.
I just wanted to make sure you were okay.
You're not okay.
Did the patient...?
- He made it through surgery.
[breathing shakily]
They're monitoring him, but he's out of the woods.
It's just...
it's just hard seeing what cancer can do to a person.
My mom died of cancer.
- I'm sorry.
I didn't know.
- She... grew orchids.
She was a great baker.
Terrible tennis player.
And she always smelled like lavender.
But even with all of that...
I hate that the first thing that I think of when I think of her is the cancer.
[sniffling]
I have the BRCA1 gene.
And yesterday, I had a panic attack in an MRI
because all I could think of was, is this the moment?
Is this the moment that they find a lump and I stop being Hayley
and become the girl with cancer?
- To me, you'll always just be Hayley.
The girl that cannot two-step,
and forces everyone to eat salad with shitty Thompson lettuce.
The girl who literally held a man's life in her hands
in the back of a bumpy plane.
To me...
you'll always be a hero.
M-Madison, I...
- Oh, my God.
I'm so sorry.
- I can't believe you!
I gave you everything! My love, my trust!
[sighs]
I don't know why it took me so long to see.
You were never going to be able to give me any of that back.
You don't know how, Bodie.
[soft music]
- I knew you were in a rush to get out of Thompson,
but getting a medevac out?
I could've hooked you up with one of my flight passes, at least.
[laughing] - Ow, ow.
- You got a new ICD.
Your heart's ready to rock.
- Wow.
I think I'll go easier at the next bachelorette.
[laughing]
- I'm sorry I was so hard on you.
I put a lot of pressure on myself.
Sometimes, it gets the best of me.
- Get in here, Cadet Martine.
[chuckling]
[sighing]
I'm sorry I asked you to do my dirty work with Mom and Dad.
But that's not why I came here.
I just...
I just missed you.
'Cause you had a dream.
You just knew.
And there you are, well,
you're living it.
And I couldn't be more proud.
[sighs]
- I'm proud of you too, Shell.
No matter where you go or what you do.
I'm so proud of you.
[chuckling]
- Thanks, girl.
- Don't come back to the hospital, though. Don't do that.
- I might send you there first. [laughing]
[indistinct announcement over speaker]
- Just one second.
[phone number pad beeping]
[phone ringing tone]
[Devon]: You've reached Devon. Please leave a message.
[beeps]
- Hey, I'm...
I'm not coming home.
I'm so sorry, Devon, but I can't marry you.
You deserve a perfect person.
And that's just not me anymore.
[indistinct announcement over speaker]
- Any answers at the bottom?
I heard about the carotid bleed.
And Bodie.
- Yeah, you must think I'm the world's biggest asshole, huh?
- I get why you came up here now.
Why you've been so intense lately.
I wasn't sure at first, but...
You're running from something.
Whatever it is, Hayley,
you're going to keep hurting people until you deal with it.
Including yourself.
My kookum was a prominent elder.
It was a lot of pressure.
And...
I was afraid.
So I ran from it.
Started partying,
getting into trouble with Jeremy.
And then I got pregnant.
I was barely 17.
But I... I knew things had to change.
And...
I had to walk away from Jeremy.
He was never going to be the man I needed to have the baby with.
But in the end, it didn't matter,
because eight weeks in, I had a miscarriage.
- I'm sorry.
- I made peace with it a long time ago.
It was the push I needed to stop running.
- I don't think I can run anymore.
- So what are you going to do?
- I think I need to get an MRI.
[soft music]
- Shit.
[sighs]
[speaking Anishinaabemowin]
Really good work. Pack it up.
[clearing throat]
- Hey.
What can you tell me about my mom, Jolene?
[tense music]
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