Fuck. Fuck.
Gandhi, are you alright?
Hello! I am talking to you.
What are you doing?
- What? What? What? - I have decided.
I am not going to play cricket anymore.
Give it here.
Let me.
Fine. Don't play cricket.
But is this the time to be packing your stuff?
I don't know. I just don't know what else to do.
You saw what happened last night.
Lakshay and Mahima. They kissed. That too in front of Avi.
I don't know what he must be feeling.
But I think it is very weird and wrong.
Look, let me tell you.
At this point, we can't look at this from the lens of right or wrong.
Huh?
Hi, Avi. Just a minute.
Just a minute. Just a minute.
Just a minute. Hear me out.
I'll make a drink. Let us both...
At least talk to me.
Sameer ask him to get out of my sight.
Lakshay. Lakshay.
Fuck, Sameer. What do I do now?
You have already done what you had to do.
Now leave it. Just let it be.
Talk to me if you have a solution. Don't talk shit.
I am talking shit?
Huh? You didn't use your brains. Okay?
You could have been a bit more mindful.
- Right in front of Avi, you were... - Sure. Sure.
I could have been mindful.
Thanks to your fucking tea...
I wasn't mindful.
This was your idea.
This is your fucking fault by the way.
Are you fucking serious?
Please. Please. Please, bro. Please.
- Gandhi, just fucking... - You are in the wrong right now.
Are you fucking serious?
It's your fault.
Why are you putting the blame on them?
- Avi. Avi. - He's talking crap.
Avi bro, please. We can sit and talk.
- No. No. - Let's just talk this out.
No. No one's going to talk. Let's just get some sleep.
Let's do it now.
- We will talk calmy once we get up. - This is not about you.
Okay. You two keep quiet.
I want to talk. I will talk. Let's talk calmly.
- Avi, please. - I am not doing anything.
I am not doing anything.
What did you just do over there?
- Huh? - I wanted to talk to you about that.
Come on. Come. Show me.
Show me. Come on. Come on.
- What did you do here? - What are you guys doing?
What did you do here?
- I wanted to talk to you about that. - What did you do here?
- I want to talk to you about that. - Aren't you listening?
Did you not hear what I asked?
- Calm down. - What did you do here?
Mahima and I...
Since when?
Since when has this been going on?
- Just listen to me. - Huh? Since when?
- Let's sit and talk calmly. - I am talking. I am talking.
Can you give me that at least?
Sure.
Is this why she broke up with me?
Tell me.
You are connecting two entirely different things.
Nothing like that was even happening back then.
So how is it happening now?
If nothing like that was happening earlier, then how is it happening now?
Listen to me calmly for two minutes.
- Please. Let us sit and... - Have you fucked her already?
Huh?
- What he is he saying? - Avi. Avi, it's not like that.
Trust me. Trust me. Just listen to me.
How do you know?
Look, even I didn't know.
I found out just a week ago.
Will you sit and listen to me for two minutes?
Only then will I be able to explain it to you?
Fucking great.
- Avi. Avi. - Stay away from me.
Stay away from me.
I am like a fucking idiot.
What kind of friends are you guys?
- Bro... - Fucking...
Bro. Bro.
My best friend is sleeping with my girlfriend.
- And this... - No.
- Bro, please. - Fucking shit.
I genuinely knew nothing.
I am not kidding. I genuinely knew nothing.
- Avi. - I'm sorry.
Get off me.
Please. Please, Avi!
Avi, listen to me.
- Avi. - Keep quiet.
Keep quiet. You keep quiet.
I am very sorry.
But believe me.
I didn't want to hide it from you at all.
- But... - But what?
We've been friends longer.
And you're taking his side. His side?
Look at him. You don't even like him.
Sameer, fuck you. F♪♪k you, Sameer.
I thought you were the fucking smart one.
Fucking...
Fuck you.
- Avi. - What are you doing?
Listen to me for two minutes.
You fucking get out of this.
Listen to me for two minutes.
What? What do you want me to listen to?
What?
- Look... - What? Tell me.
Avi, it was not my secret to tell.
It was not your...
Are you...? Are you okay?
That was my girlfriend. You are my friend.
How was it not...
You claim to be a poet, right? You are a poet, right?
You preach people.
You give people advice.
So couldn't you understand that this motherfucker is...
Why are you blaming him?
He fucked me over.
And you couldn't tell me. Look at him.
Bro, I am not fucking you over.
- No one's fucking with you. - Really?
So tell me, since when has this been going on?
- Try to understand my intent...
- Since when has this been going on? - Calm down.
- I am not fighting. - I met her when I went wedding shopping.
- Just a minute. - Did you know this?
Please. Just stop overthinking, bro.
- Just... - Shut up.
- Bro, just a second. Hear me out. - Shut up. Shut up.
- Avi bro... - Avi, even I can shout.
So shout then.
Nothing happened at the wedding.
In fact, nothing happened even after it.
Why can't you fucking get it?
And what is your problem?
You broke up with her, right?
You guys, please don't fight like this.
- You guys were done, right? - Hey... Hey...
- Please. Please. - So what if I broke up?
So?
I am moving on.
So does that make this okay?
- I don't know. - Does that make this...
You fucking answer that question.
I am telling you guys.
We are tired now. Let's just get some sleep.
- Let's talk later. Please. - Are you a person or a robot?
Shut up.
You keep meddling in people's lives all the time.
If that wasn't your secret to tell
Then this isn't a conversation for you to be in.
There is no point in talking to him.
Okay.
Tell me. Tell me everything. Come here.
Hello. Hello. Come here.
Tell me everything.
- Bro, this is not about you. - Don't call me bro.
Don't fucking call me your brother.
This is not about you.
Oh. It is not about me.
It is not about me apparently.
My best friend fucking my ex-girlfriend.
It's not about me.
- It is not about me. - You...
Listen. What are you...
Shut up, dude. I thought you were my best friend.
People don't do this even to their enemies.
We had decided.
We had decided that no matter what, we will sit and talk in the house.
Please. Let's go inside.
- Let us talk. - Nothing doing.
We will talk here. That's it.
Okay?
Avi, please give me a chance to explain.
I am not giving...
I can't even look at your fucking face.
- I am sorry. I am sorry. - I can't see... You just...
- I'm sorry. - Just keep him away. Please.
- I am sorry. - I can't breathe.
- I can't fucking look at his face. - Please. Please.
- Fucking go. - Wait. Wait. One second.
Avi.
- Avi. Avi. - Avi bhaiya!
Have you gone mad? What are you doing?
Please open the door.
- Look, don't do this. Avi, open the door. - Avi bhaiya!
Sameer, from the back. From the back.
What the fuck, Lakshay.
Lakshay. My best friend.
The one fucking person who just...
I trusted you with every fucking thing.
You...
Just a minute. Please. Look at me.
Don't cry like that. Please.
I get what you're feeling.
You don't get shit. You fucking shut up.
- Shut up. - Clam down.
Shut up. Fuck off. Don't fucking say that.
- Please calm down. - You don't understand this.
- I do. - You don't.
Asshole, I'll beat the shit out of you.
Just shut up.
Listen...
You just please...
Avi bro. Avi bro, please.
I am sorry.
I know how you are feeling right now.
Gandhi, just fucking take a hint.
- Leave him alone. - You leave him alone.
You just fuck off.
Fuck's sake. I am talking to him.
Hey... Hey. Who are you to tell him anything?
Have some shame.
Aren't you ashamed?
You fucking liar. Asshole...
I'm telling you.
This is no way to talk to each other. Okay?
Nothing practical is being discussed here.
To hell with your practicality.
Save your practical shit for Llyod. All that philosophy.
Please stop it.
Avi, my brother.
Man, listen to me.
Listen to me.
I know you're hurting. Okay?
You will not listen to me. You will not listen to him.
You will not listen to anyone.
Fine.
We probably don't even understand what you're going through.
- Clearly. - Yes.
Look, we can't change what he has done.
We can solve this.
I don't want to solve it. Please. I don't want to solve it.
- Please. - No. No.
- Look. - I don't want to solve it.
I don't want. I don't want to solve anything with you guys.
What's the point of solving it with you guys?
Avi. Avi, just a second.
You solve things with someone who cares about you.
- Does anyone fucking care about me? - I do. I do.
- Fuck that. - Listen.
Does anyone even fucking know what I feel?
I... Please. Please.
Avi, it's not that. Look...
You don't know. You don't know.
- We are there. - Let's sit and talk, Avi. Please.
Bro...
I care.
I do care about you.
I am sorry.
I'm really really sorry from the bottom of my heart.
I should have told you.
I was just looking for the right opportunity.
Did you get an opportunity?
And then I... then I had the stupid tea.
I was in that trip.
And in that trip, I imagined that I told you.
You were right there in front of me. Okay?
You approved of it.
In my mind, you said that you're cool with it.
I swear. I swear to God.
Clap for him.
Calp for him. Clap for him. Clap. Clap. Clap.
Clap, Gandhi. Clap. Clap for this fucking asshole.
Mr. Honest. Selfless Lakshay Kochhar.
Huh?
Fuck you, you two-faced bitch.
I am ashamed to call you my brother or friend.
You know what?
He is a fucking lost cause.
- There is no point in talking to you. - I am a lost cause?
I tried to explain myself nicely.
But you won't listen. So shut up.
- He was doing me a favour. - Shut up.
Shut the fuck up.
He was sleeping around with my girl and doing me a favour.
She is not your girl!
Her name is Mahima.
For once, don't fucking be selfish.
This is not about you.
This is about Mahima and me.
Who was supposed to pay the electricity bill?
Gandhi, was it your turn?
- It was my turn. - It's okay.
Fuck.
- What happened? - Fuck, man.
- What happened? - Nothing.
Tell me. Did someone fuck your girl?
Was it your best friend?
Welcome to the club.
What is your fucking problem?
No, tell me.
Have you not moved on?
You were boasting that you have moved on.
What? Do you still like her?
Avi, let me talk.
Lakshay, look. Please. Please don't drag this.
- I'm dragging it? - Look, Avi, this is...
What are you saying, bro?
I have been trying to talk to this moron all night.
Is he listening?
He is not ready to listen to me for two minutes.
I'm not ready to listen, right?
Don't say a word.
Talk.
Just you. Talk.
- Okay. - Talk.
Yeah.
In life, relationships are complicated, buddy.
And I fucking don't know what to say and how to explain this to him.
Fuck.
- Avi... - Fuck.
Avi, look...
Bro, you always understand what I am trying to say.
You understand me even before I say a word.
Try to understand what I am saying.
Look at his fucking audacity.
Look, the thing is that his intent was not wrong.
Huh. He likes her.
He likes her.
Okay? Did she like...
Did she like him back?
It seemed so, bro.
I am sorry. I am sorry. Why am I even here?
I shouldn't be here. Right?
My fuckng friend [inaudible] this fucking house.
Avi.
Please. Please, Lakshay. I request you.
Just one second. Let me talk.
For the first time,
in my life,
I have genuinely liked somebody.
Okay?
And she likes me back.
I met her.
While shopping for Beeba's wedding.
I bumped into her at the market one day.
She needed some help. We started talking.
We got to talking and bro...
It felt great being with her.
I just loved being in the presence of her.
That's it.
That's it?
Then what happened?
- Avi... - Please let him finish.
Sameer, let him finish.
Go on.
Neither of us had the intention to hurt you.
Please. Please.
No. Tell me your point of view. I want to hear.
You are my brother. Okay?
Would I ever hurt you intentionally?
Tell me. Damn it. Tell me. Look into my eyes and tell me.
Would I ever hurt you?
On Purpose?
You know me better than anyone else.
Lakshay Kochhar, let's hear my POV once.
Hear mine too.
We sleep in the same fucking room. On the same stupid bed.
I was lying right next to you when you were talking to her every...
every day.
That was great.
You must have had a thousand opportunities to tell me.
Can't you see that I can't deal with the fact that
My brother did not tell me this.
You...
Bro, please. Now when you put it like that, it sounds really bad.
Please.
Avi bhaiya...
Bro, I swear.
- I didn't mean to hurt you. - Yeah.
- Please understand. - You did not.
- Please understand. - Understand what?
You are talking about understanding.
What do you want me to understand?
That my best friend and my ex-girlfriend are together.
And what am I supposed to do with that fucking information?
What should I do? Should I party or dance?
Let's party. Let's invite her also.
- What should I do? - Damn it. I love her.
What?
I think I love her.
I love her, man.
This is not how it works.
- This is not how love happens. - I really love her.
This is not how love happens.
We are not kids.
Just fucking listen to what I'm saying.
This is not how it's suppose to happen.
- How can you just... - Damn it. Don't just walk away from me.
This not fair. This is not how it works.
I was there every time you fell I love with somebody.
For the first time, I like somebody.
I love... I'm telling you. I love this girl.
Okay, listen. Listen. We can make this normal.
We can make this normal Right?
We're going to make this normal.
You break up with her. It's okay.
Just break up with her.
Just stop talking to her.
What the fuck are you talking about, bro?
I love this girl.
All I am asking you...
All I am... I'm literally begging
Is to for you to just stop talking because it fucking hurts.
It is fucking hurting, right?
- I'm just asking you stop talking to her. - I'm sorry.
Right now.
I'm sorry that it hurts you. But bro, I...
- Man, just stop talking to her. - What does this mean?
- I should just... - You're my brother first, right?
- Bro, please. - She comes second.
You're my brother.
Please. Just. Just stop.
Just stop. Just stop. Please. Just stop it.
- Are you listening to me? - Just block her.
- Are you listening to... - Just block her. Please.
I won't be able to do that.
Can't you fucking understand what I'm saying?
Can't you fucking see that I am dying here?
It doesn't matter to you.
Fine.
You're okay with me being like this?
You're just a stubborn child.
That's what you are.
I am stubborn child?
Hit me. If hitting me gives you satisfaction then hit me.
You idiot. Hit me. Hit me.
Lakshay...
Are you listening to yourself?
Hold him. He needs help.
Avi...
Please.
- Can't we just stop this? - Let me talk.
Please.
Bro, I have always run away from things like love
Relationships and commitment.
Ever since my dad...
My mom was all alone.
I felt absolutely responsible for her.
I was very young.
And OG Kochhar has never said anything to me.
Never asked me for anything.
But life happened.
In a second, my father was no more.
I don't want to live like that.
For the rest of my life.
I had decided that day, that I would live
every day of my life like it's a party.
I didn't want any burdens.
I wanted nothing.
I just wanted to take care of Beeba and OG Kochhar.
That's it.
I had you guys.
Nothing else mattered to me.
I met this girl.
And she made me feel at home.
She understood me.
She saw a different side of me.
Bro, she... She
Makes me want to make bad decisions.
She makes me want to make mistakes.
And that also feels beautiful with her.
If you can't understand that then
I don't know what I am supposed to do and say.
Bro.
- Avi. - Avi.
- Please. - Avi.
Avi.
Avi, please don't cry.
- Avi, please. - Avi bro.
Please.
Avi. Please.
Please. Please.
Avi bro.
Avi.
I don't want to lose you, man.
Bro, please.
Please understand. Please.
I love you.
What happened to you now?
- Bro. - Hey...
I don't know.
Actually, I forgot to tell you that Javed Gulzar
Want me to perform at the college fest.
Where he's going to be the judge.
This is amazing. You should be happy.
Yes. I don't know.
You know I genuinely want to perform from the heart.
But somewhere inside me there's this fear.
I know the reason for that fear.
It's my father.
Do you know that when I write poetry,
nothing gives me more joy than that.
But now I just want to get rid of this fear.
I wonder why.
We get so stuck in life.
I mean... I don't know.
This just feels like rock bottom.
We are all stuck.
We have to move but... in some direction.
But we are not able to.
I mean I was not willing to move on before.
But now I don't want to stop.
Think of something.
There has to be a solution, right?
Absolutely, there will be. Since you've decided to move on,
Tell your family that you don't want to play cricket anymore.
Guys, you three are the best thing in my life.
I don't want to lose this.
Please talk to me.
All I ever wanted in my life
Was to be liked by people that I like.
And I know it's a very shallow thing to just want to be there for people
because you want them to like you.
But that's what I am.
That's who I am.
And I have been so fucking consumed by this
vision that I never realised who I am.
What I am. What I fucking want to be. I have no idea.
But now I feel like I've been found out.
I have...
People know that I'm just a fucked up human.
I know that I am this ficked up human.
And there is no way back. There is no scope for me.
And I will always be this.
And things like these will keep happening to me.
No. No.
Lakshay, you out of everyone...
And I wish you knew how I felt.
- I really wish... - Please no.
I really wish you knew how I felt.
- But you don't. - I do.
- You don't. - Please. Please.
- No. You don't. - Please. Please.
- You don't. - Stop crying.
- Fuck. Fuck. - Avi, please.
Fuck. Fuck.
- Avi bro, please stop this. - Fuck.
Avi, stop crying please.
- Avi bro. - Why did you all of people do that?
Why, Lakshay?
Avi, you have started it again.
What started again? What?
Seriously?
Please, Avi. Please.
Don't get stuck into this loop.
Damn it. It's my phone.
- What are you doing, Avi? - Who is calling?
Bro. Fuck.
My mom is calling. It is not Mahima.
Use your mother as a shield.
Like you always have.
Don't drag her into this.
I am not dragging anyone. I am just being Lakshay Kochhar.
I'm just gonna chill. I'll do whatever I want. I'm just being that.
- Lakshay Kochhar. I'm Lakshay Kochhar. - Look at him.
- I am warning you. - Go on. Warn me.
What are you going to do?
You'll sleep with my school girlfriend also?
That's what you want to do.
Do. Do it. Do it.
What happened?
- Scared? - I am warning you for the last time.
- What are you going to do? - Do not involve my family.
Oh. Do you want me to blame someone else?
You fucker.
Bro...
Let them do what they want to do.
I've been trying to explain things to you all day.
- Forget it. - Do you understand?
I have been explaining.
But you don't seem to get it.
Please. Bro.
Hey...
- But you don't seem to get it. - Hey...
Let go. Let go. Right now.
No one's going to fight in this house.
- Fuck you. - Fuck you.
Gandhi.
My life. My journey is fucked up.
I don't have any passion in life.
And these two are fighting.
It's okay.
Can't all of this just feel like home?
Stop them.
Everything is going to be all right.
Gandhi, everything is going to be all right.
Don't break down like that.
- Yes. Don't cry. - Okay. Okay.
I was...
I know I mean I shouldn't...
I don't know. Just fuck it.
Just fuck it.
Mummy. Papa. Papa.
- We won. - What happened?
- We won. - Yes.
I am going to order from Zomato. No cooking today.
I will just get some coke.
- What about your match today? - We won too.
- Great. - 57 not out in 36.
Wow.
Well done, champ. I am proud of you.
You should come watch our matches sometimes.
At least watch me play once.
Son, whenever I watch, the team loses.
I missed the 83 final. And you know what happened?
Everyone knows.
But we've lost after that too.
Now it's become a ritual for me to not watch the matches live.
I'll watch the highlights.
But my highlights...
This is how I won them the 2011 world cup too.
I understand. But they don't show my highlights.
My matches are live only. Watch them at least.
I will.
I will watch you too when you're on TV.
But in the highlights only.
Okay, don't watch it live...
But tell me, Cricket was your passion too, right?
So why didn't you play it?
Yes. It is my passion even now.
But son, there are two types of people in life.
Players and supporters.
You are my player and I am your supporter.
How are you, Akku?
We haven't spoken properly in days.
Is everything all right there?
Papa, I didn't get selected.
Because I was injured.
I am sorry I didn't tell you.
But to be honest,
I would not have been selected
even if I was not injured.
It's okay, son.
Do you want to come back home for some time?
No.
Actually...
I don't want to play cricket anymore.
Because I mean...
I think I might be done.
It's okay, son.
You are the player. I am the supporter.
You will shine in whatever you do.
Love you, son.
Take care.
Love you, papa.
I told him.
What did he say?
What he always says.
That I am his player and he is my supporter.
He said
I'll always shine. Whatever I do, I'll shine.
That's great.
Isn't it?
Why are you crying now?
He always wanted me to be a cricketer.
I... I wanted to be a...
But I think I have hurt them.
I have hurt them.
Who knows, maybe your dad's happiness lies in the fact that you are happy?
That is what matters.
I feel lighter.
Yes. I feel better.
Good.
You know we've hugged enough for today.
Now come to me next year.
Come on. Don't cry now.
- Good morning, sir. - Good morning, Sameer.
Come in.
I am sorry, Sameer.
I couldn't be there for your performance.
For me, duty comes first.
And I am sure you're old enough to understand that.
Hmm?
So we have an audience here too.
And we can spare 2-3 minutes.
So go for it.
Yes.
- Did you give this to Nayab? - Yes.
- So include it in the arrears. - Okay.
We sail in this ocean together.
Miles away from the shore.
Our paths may separate,
but our destination is the same.
The sea stretches out beyond me.
No country. Or war or bloodshed.
Cradled in the waves, we sway together, we all sail together.
Sameer, I suggest you should concentrate on your NDA training.
Both Faiz and Gahlib died of poverty.
And you are neither Faiz nor Gahlib.
What a fuck up.
Let's write something new today, Llyod.
There will come a time, of peace and silence...
Papa, life is slipping out of my hands.
And it is all my fault.
What happened, son?
Is everything all right?
Do you need anything?
I've told you many lies. Many lies.
I failed in two subjects.
And then a letter was going to be sent home.
And because of it, I stole...
Which I stole and burnt.
And I was kicked out of the hostel too because...
Son, I don't need to hear all this.
I'm sorry.
Papa...
I... I don't know who I am.
I don't know who I am.
I don't want to lie to you or to anyone.
But I feel I...
For as long as I can remember I'm this guy.
Who just wants to please everyone.
He wants to make everyone happy.
And I don't want to be this guy but I can't help but be this guy.
And I don't know what to do.
Do you remember? When you were 13,
Both you mother and I were seriously ill.
You fed us and took care of us for two weeks.
And then you got sick.
Because you helped us.
Son, this quality you have to please everyone
Will set you apart, down the line.
Always remember this.
Just don't hide what's happening from the ones you care about.
I'm sorry, papa.
I'm sorry.
Do you want to come back home?
I want to.
I will come after a few days.
There are a lot of things I need to fix and sort out here.
But I miss you.
I miss home. I miss mummy.
I miss you too, son.